\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/p><\/div> \t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\tWarrick Page\/MAX<\/cite><\/p>\n<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n \n\tShe then did a ton of research \u2014 \u201cbecause I started having imposter syndrome, about my anxiety disorder,\u201d she says. Ganesh read up on many different ways people experience their own panic attacks and tried to incorporate different symptoms.\u00a0<\/p>\n \n\tFilming the panic attack \u201cfelt very real,\u201d she says, admitting the whole arc was \u201cquite a lot on my body.\u201d<\/p>\n \n\tThe season overall took a toll on Ganesh, since the body doesn\u2019t realize the trauma her character is going through isn\u2019t real trauma.<\/p>\n \n\t\u201cI think, in a strange way, mentally, it was hard for me to separate myself from her. It\u2019s very strange, because I felt this deep sense of just sadness. Feeling the weight of this character on me, I didn\u2019t realize that\u2019s what it was until the end of episode 13, where she exits the hospital,\u201d she says. \u201cShe exits the hospital, she kind of allows herself to cry, because you don\u2019t really want a doctor crying in the workplace. Before we filmed episode 14, I thought, \u2018Oh, she would have just been crying.\u2019 And so I let myself have a little cry before and was so surprised at how much I was carrying her.\u201d<\/p>\n \n\tGanesh won\u2019t be returning to \u201cThe Pitt\u201d;<\/a> in the finale, her character tells Noah Wyle\u2019s Dr. Robinavitch that maybe she\u2019ll go into geriatrics. Ganesh hopes Mohan \u201cfinds a way to go back into racial disparity research,\u201d she says. \u201cI think that was really right for her. It made sense that funding was cut, because in the real world that we all live in, that is certainly something that we\u2019re all experiencing and seeing. I would love that for her.\u201d<\/p>\n